I am notI’m not your little boy.
You’re not my little girl.
I’m just someone you met,
And wants to change the world
I’m not the prince in your dreams
I don’t have smarts or might
I’m just the one that screams
And cries to sleep at night
I’m not who you want me to be.
I will never be what you are.
I’m myself, I am free.
I’m not ashamed of my scars
I’m not that weak
You’re not that strong
You still have company
But I’m still alone
So I speak
Though this poem.
It’s not a pretty love song
I’m just saying what pains me, explaining what’s going on.
Because I am not perfect,
I’m not retarded,
I’m just like you,
There is always a reason to be
And I won’t regret
I’m always happy to be me.
Another mistakeI’ve been drinking a lot
Filling empty bottles with what you forgot
I’ve been crying in vain
The smile on my face is just to hide the pain
I’ve been thinking of you
Did you know I have feelings too?
So I tell you to go
And leave me alone
I don’t care about love
I don’t care anymore
I’ve been patient
I’ve been kind
I was stupid
Yeah, love is blind
But now I rest
You’ve ever done
‘Cause I won’t drink,
‘Cause I won’t cry,
You are another mistake
In the book of my life.
Boys and GirlsSomeone once told me that Boys can never understand Girls
And in fact that is true.
How can someone living in a completely different world,
Feel the absurd then fall in love with you?
There is only wonder and magic in those eyes,
So much for the sake of loving and impressing others.
Filling their ears with faceless lies,
Just because you’re a Boy you think nobody bothers?
See? That’s the thing..
People need to look beyond the obvious.
Search for the spark that begins the blazing fire of attraction
We are perfect opposites, simple truth,
It’s not an issue about who’s the best.
It’s just a friendly contest
In the hunt for the perfect one.
I’ll let myself believe for now
That whenever the fire in your heart goes out,
You’ll have the opposite of you
He / She will take you all the way through.
Don't forget, I won'tIf all the light was gone
And we were engulfed by darkness
Would you shine once more
Bestowing peace to the hopeless?
If all the love was sold,
Sold for mere gold
Would you show me again
How to be better than that?
If all my smiles were broken,
Replaced with tears
Would you do the unspoken
Chase away my fears?
If all of a sudden I went blind
And felt lost, like a stray
With your heart ever so kind
Would you show me the way?
I know you won’t understand
Because I can’t tell you just yet
No matter the time, or place that we stand
No matter the distance, please don’t forget
I don’t want you to cry
Everything will be alright
You have the most beautiful eyes:
Eyes like light,
Eyes like love,
Eyes like smiles.
Eyes from all colors
And all those colors tell me a story
Of all the things you can do
You are amazing the way you are
Don’t forget this, I won’t forget it too.
What friends areIf I were to die,
I would want you by my side
I would want to hold your hand
And tell you not to cry
If I were to die,
I would tell you to be strong
Tell you not to doubt yourself
The way I’ve done all along
If I were to die,
I would go with a smile
Because it would be perfect,
Even just for awhile
If I were to die,
I would tell you so many things…
All the secrets you pretend not to know,
Everything I’ve kept within.
All the time we spent together
I had always known
That our friendship would last forever
But most importantly of all
If I were to die,
I would assure you, my friend
That everything will be okay
Just be yourself ‘till the end
But since I’m not dying
I will keep this words for me,
Tell you only meaningless stuff
Play with you all day long
‘Cause I love to see you happy.
Letter for You
Dear watchers, deviants, readers, friends, mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, sons, daughters and strangers:
I've walked the surface of earth for around 20 years and in this short time I've been alive, I've seen the millennium change, money changing, babies born, old people die, wars being made, peace being made, first kisses, break ups, marriages, divorces, all kinds of weirdness.
Also, I've seen my own world crumble in front of my eyes, fire and stone raining down from the skies, destroying and burning all structures, my body cells fighting amongst themselves and I... I was just a stranger passing by with no answers for all those questions.
And I learned how to fight my demons, had to break my law so I could raise to rule my kingdom again. I’ve been up and down, cried seas of sorrow and regret for being who I am. I’ve waged wars with myself and changed the person in the mirror so many times that all the star
It is today, not tomorrowSo what if you have scars inside?
And what about the old tracks on your arm?
Remember all that just until tonight,
Because you found a brand new love.
I know the blade feels so sweet
And it means no real harm
Your fingers are quite talented indeed
Making a beautiful mess with your blood
But your head ain’t low
The way your heart must be
I raise the glass, you spill the sorrow
Lets keep each other company
You can start a new life
And change the way you feel
Fight for it, don’t just survive
When it feels good, it’s real
Give me a single chance
And I’ll show step by step
I’ll lead the way in this romance
If you give me this wonderful dance
Please... allow yourself to love me so..
Enjoy the present that is today - we don’t know if there’s tomorrow.
Nothing LeftIs this the end of me?
Is this my destiny?
All that I am worth or worthy of?
Please, if there is someone above,
there must be something more than this..
Someone's taking the piss,
And it’s not funny anymore,
But you see,
The joke is on me
So I give up
I'm just not
Able to go on.
Somebody show me how
Tell me what to do,
Is it really true
That I have to go with the flow?
Then, I give up
This is not living, anyway
I need a break
From all the stress I can’t take,
I’ll be let down,
And it will be soon,
But the world keeps spinning around,
And I fall deeper in love with you.
This is my living hell
Don’t forget this days
You may as well,
For I have nothing left to give you
But this weary heart.